That was fun

I really need to play more, still haven't tried all the characters yet. Torbjorn was my pick tonight, he was a lot of fun and will be added into my rotation with Lucio, Widowmaker and Phara.

New shirt

Oh no...my first Tee Public shirt. Why does it have to be so freaking soft and fit perfectly. Now to avoid ever visiting their site again!

I'm so lucky

I've been going through some hard times the last little bit. Not feeling worthy of much, being depressed, sad and lonely. Today was the first day I woke up happy, no problem getting to my work, extremely productive day at work and general well-being. I just have to say thank you to all those who have been there for me these last few weeks, checking on me, making me smile, reminding me that I am worthy of friendship and love. I cannot control how others act and it is not my fault (my mantra for the last few weeks). THANK YOU! I am absolutely the luckiest woman in the world to have such amazing friends that know me so well, even if they live so far away. You have saved me and pulled me out of the mud.

Baths...

Yes

Now he just has to perform "Why Don't You Do Right"...please?

I learn something new every day...

Apparently it is National Selfie day on June 21st...who knew? I guess I better celebrate!

Mandalas

During some more difficult times I've been doing some Mandala drawing and coloring. Helps stop my mind for focusing on the difficult things for even an hour. I draw this one in a class last week and finished coloring it today. Thought it turned out pretty awesome.

Tails

Rocking the pigtails again, looks awesome when freshly dyed.

Tunes

Really digging this song...and the movie can't come out soon enough!

"Am I the only one I know,
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat?
Shadows will scream that I'm alone."

-Twenty-One Pilots

My enemy

 

This bar is in the doorframe into the kitchen at my work. My boss is a real fitness buff, even more so than me, and she put it there with the idea that whenever people went into the kitchen they could use it. No one does of course. It has been there for a few years and with my new upcoming fitness venture I decided to start using it. I can do 2 full pull-ups. That doesn't sound like much but to me, that's a huge accomplishment! Give me anything to do with my legs and I'm fine, arms have always been my weakest part.

 

I'm scared to go into the kitchen today because my morning workout was a 45 minutes P90X arms and back workout! I'll have to get my lunch or water eventually, we'll see what I can do! 

 

A new day...

 

It is a new day, worked out and it is hair washing day! The makings of a better day for sure. I'm an every day hair washer, but the color fades so fast that when I have it freshly dyed I wash every 3 days (yes I still shower every day) relying on dry shampoo to cure my insane obsession with clean hair. Drives me crazy and often I look forward to it fading enough that I don't care anymore and can wash it every day again!

Oh tattoos...

With my next tattoo appointment approaching I spend time surfing through pictures for ideas. One of my favorite artists keeps posting his art and tattoos and they are amazing. I've asked him a few times to design something for me. No luck so far!

 

 

Loic Malnati

Your WTF moment for the day...

This gave me a much needed laugh before bed. Now I share with you for a wtf moment before you start your day!

Freshening up the do!

 

 

I don't know how some girls do it. Hair, nails, waxing, tanning, lash extensions, facials, botox...being a girl can get really expensive! If I'd do hair, nails, waxing and lashes (all of which I've done at separate stages in life) that's at least $300/month just on aesthetics! I have no clue what tanning, botox and other skin regimens would cost.

 

I tried the nails, but they'd fall off within a week or I'd chip them. Did the lashes, loved it but couldn't justify the $60 every 3 weeks for the hassle that they are. Never been tanning, no botox for me, very sensitive skin so no facials.

 

I will however pay to get my hair done, for now. Been a year now that I've been doing my hair this way. Dying very vibrant which fades very gracefully, then I go vibrant again after 6-8 weeks. It ads up but to me it's worth it! Love my hair...until I go crazy one day and chop it off!

 

 

 

Supper on the go!

Running from work to an appointment. Not the healthiest choice, at least I get to eat!

Yes!! ERB!

I adore Nice Peter, he does great as Austin!

Photo shopping...

I love when someone gets photo shopped by the masses. These posts make me laugh and I find them highly entertaining. The one that I stumbled across today was good old Queen Elizabeth.

She wore the perfect suit to become a victim of mass digital wardrobe swap! Some of these are amazing, my favorites being:

 

 

One of my favorite posts is the boss who took a nap at work:

 

 

 

And the awkwardly-posed cat:

 

 

Seen some good ones out there? Please share! I need to start posting awkward pictures so I get my shot in the limelight!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



I also have this problem when cooking with wine...

Those days...

Took the day off. Was so looking forward to having a day off, had my day all planned out. Instead? I ran errands like a zombie, then laid in bed.

It is ok to be sad, to feel and remember my feelings are valid. Tomorrow is a new day and I will feel better and continue.

Sadness

Those times when someone takes everything you post on social media and assumes it is about them, their situation, our their spouse. Those sad times when a friendship is lost because someone was selfish enough to assume all I do is sit around thinking about how I can piss them off.

I just like to post, to share with friends or anyone who feels like reading what I like enough to pass along and what I'm thinking. I have a hard enough time making friends and the ones I have I hold so dear to me. Sadness...

I get up, I workout, I go to work, it will get easier.

My color changing eyes...

 

 

My eyes are kind of like a 1970s mood ring. I should do some research and document the correlation between mood and color. I could then publish my findings and give to my closest friends so they know when to proceed with caution.

The other shirt...

Blogger app hates pictures, so here is the 2nd shirt I received that I couldn't post!

Shirts!

2 arrived today!

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